Since I've been back...

i realize, how much i missed my family, and how much i've missed home. the food doesn't really matter anymore..

i realize, what's more important now, than what i thought was then,

i realize, how blessed i am, to be able, to even be here at home right now, not just because of the pepper spray incident, but God's providence,

i realize, how i needed the rest, not necessarily sleep, but rest,

i realize, how much i miss listening to love songs on class95, memories of how it accompanied me during my sleepless nights, of burning the midnight oil or reminiscing of sweet times,

i realize, i don't get hungry as often as i used to like in adelaide (why?!), good for my weight though, not complaining,

i realize, i can stay up till the wee hours of the morning, wake up early the next day, and still not feel tired,

i realize, that in all that i've been through, i am going through, and what i'm about to go through, God is my constant, my very present help in time of need.