Monday, May 22, 2006

at a glance

life has been reduced to nothing more than a routine.
i walk in & out with a smile plastered (*nb i said plastered)
on my face.
emotionless. (or maybe just too much emotions that it's
not quantifiable)

i know God is there,
i know where my identity lies in Him,
i know i know i know.

but what seems to be missing?

last sunday, i walked into church, refusing to worship, listen,
i just wanted to be a spectator. but NO. God did not allow that.
haha.. i'm glad He didn't. how appropriate.. His words were..
we call it rhema.

soul-winning annointing, how's that?

i got my priorities and perspectives all wrong..

passion for people. ha! sounds noble right.. i thought so too ;-P
but i guess i was wrong AGAIN! passion for Jesus first. that makes
all the difference.

are u afraid of rejection? i am.. i don't dare to ask, for fear of
rejection.. n then i "complain" i get tired.. so what is it that i'm
missing??? tired cause.... i'm not making it my LIFESTYLE..

revelation-ary.. that doesn't mean that i'm all hyped-up
& happy.. but yea, things are getting better.. life isn't always
easy, but i'm glad i have Jesus to bring me through it all :D

Sunday, May 14, 2006

x-cavateD

it's been a week since cf camp! if u'd read chuen's, wenhao's,
zhi-yong's blog.. haha.. i don't have to say much! it was a BLAST.
woohoo.. and it's thanks to our awesome God, Jesus!! HE rocks..
haha..

it's not easy planning for the camp. i mean, so many things to
look into.. n u're not sure if u really got everything accounted for..
can't deny i had rather "little" faith.. i just couldn't quit worrying.
along the way there were hiccups. even till the last day, nothing
was actually finalized, if u know what i mean?? yup. but
finally u realize, how much can one worry? it ain't gonna help..
n then what God told me through Ps LeRoy finally made sense.
LET GO.. doesn't mean u'll lose it, instead God will take care of it
and give u bck many folds!

Camp itself was physically tiring.. but i am amazed at how God
worked! one theme, one place, one time, 2 speakers, but everyone,
went home with a unique take home manage.. that shows that
everyone is special to God! He spoke in different ways to
different people. it's amazing! i'm encouraged to hear the many
praise reports and i expect to hear even more. i'm also very glad
the committee themselves enjoyed the camp.. n i applaud these ppl
for serving so selflessly and made this camp a success..
God will give you a double portion of His blessings and favour! :D

i hope x-cavate don't just end here as a one time experience. but all
60 campers will be world changers and history makers!

Monday, May 01, 2006

I Do.. Two Words that Mean so much

Congrats to Tim & Alita on their Holy Matrimony on 30 April 2006
(Tim was my Puchong LifeGroup Leader)

It was really great pleasure & honour to be involved in their wedding.
The excitement of the preparations thrills me.. The best part is when
everything is going on.. You feel that sense of fullness. Indescribable.
I've gotten back the feeling that marriage is a wonderful thing. haha..
not that i want to get married NOW! but yeah.. if you'd just listen to
the vows exchanged during the ceremony, it's not merely words uttered.
u're really entering a covenant relationship. wow.. wow.. that's why,
any couple who encounters problems in their marriage should really
look back, and reiterate the vow they've once said to each other..
because, it's really.. more than words (i can hear the guitars plucking)

although i wasn't the one getting married, haha (obviously) it was
quite a hectic day.. (what more the couple right??) 230 i arrived
at church (for the 2nd time, after svc) to help out with the decor.
in 1.5 hrs.. say fook & ervie transformed the sanctuary.. magnificent!
the purple cloths that draped the aisle, with purple-pink heart-shaped
confetti, purple tealight lamps, silver glittered names of the couple
with a deep purple background, with 2 love birds in their nest, using
tree branches to hold them together.. it was gardenish yet elegant.
i am in awe. i really am..

@ 4, sister saro was tying my saree (oh tim got us all sarees to wear!
how cool is that???) cos the music team had another practice just
before the wedding started. i was on the piano................
thank God everything went well.. was really nervous. hehehe.. :D
then me & joanna performed "Love of My Life" by Michael W. Smith.
Such a lovely song.. :-)

i really had fun!! hehe.. so happy for them.. n congrats to the other
couples who just got married this month too!! James & Julia, Kevin
& Jasmine, Chris' cousin.. What a happy month! :-)

CF Camp is just around the corner........ We start X-cavating this
FRIDAY. Registration is still open. those interested please head
to the booth outside 'Roof Down' to submit your forms :-D

Just wanna thank God for the committee.. The sponsors.. The
Speakers.. The Venue, The Transport.. and everything else for
coming together at the right time. in His time.. :D You're the best
Jesus!