deja vu?

heyheyhey.. is it a great day or is it a great day? (it's a rhetoric qn btw, which does not require u to answer :P) hahaha!! ok ok.. i'm HIGH.

let's see.. well, actually, the day (sunday) didn't start of very well.. (i shall
not go into the detail of it) but yeah.. let's just put it this way.. had a
'disagreement' with mom in the morning before going to church.. which left me
being rudolph the red nose reindeer (yes, i cried) anyway.. haha.. ppl in church
must be wondering what the heck is wrong with me? getting sentimental after not
being in fgc after a yr? haha..

anyway. yup so i was in church.. my initially lively mood was dampened. so i went to
church.. forced a smile.. greeted ppl cordially. well things got better along the
way :) met uncle albert, aunty christine, wendy, qi en, max & others yup.. n they
were really nice & warm. hehe.. miss them! i just found out today! they now have
2 svces! i went @ 930 & the door was locked :-O i thought i was toooo late. hahaha.
anyway. yep, now 2nd svc starts @ 10 for bilingual.. worship brings bck a nostalgic
wave. haha.. this is where i learn most of my mandarin!! so there i was.. the
banana, singing chinese worship songs! some of which i even know by heart! hah! :P

DEJA VU:
n then came communion.. n then they sang this song. n i started crying.. n crying
n crying.. the song talks abt how i can face tmr because HE LIVES. all fear is
GONE. i've heard this song even before i could talk. n today.. it just touched me.
n God was just comforting me & say.. it's ok. it's ok. i've got everything in my
hands. do u think i don't care abt this family? why do u worry? n it just felt like i was cuddled in his arms.. n i just uttered the words thank you. i miss u.. then i was like huh? i miss God? even when he's arnd me 24/7? but yeah.. i realized. i do miss Him. i know He's arnd. but i haven't really spend time with Him. waiting on Him, seeking Him. it was just me talking.. not waiting for a reply. after communion,
things didn't seem wrong anymore. n even when i came bck home. mom was OK. God is good!

so why do i say deja vu? haha.. abt 2 yrs ago, i was in the exact same seat, in the
same church, partaking of the communion, crying my eyes out again. over someone. whom
i was holding like a whole lot of grudge. tried to let go but couldn't.. n yes! God once again.. helped me to forgive. (was a painful rebuke) hey, now we're good friends never thought it would be possible! :) amazing.. haha..

so yeah! if u don't know this Jesus i know.. TRY HIM. ...taste & see that the Lord
is good.. because He is good indeed.. (and everyone who agrees say AMEN!)