mood swings back to GREAT

u know how mood swings work? can be due to PMS, or it just kinda HAPPENS! haha.. pity those ppl arnd me, especially my darling who has to put up with my hormone imbalances. hehe..

anyway, being in a week of ups & downs.. i'm finally back up again :D i guess it was a "monotonous" week where i had nothing much on except to study. haha.. yeah. *nerd* and it felt kinda weird (not being busy i mean) n it's in times like this when i feel like it's more difficult to "depend on God" because i "seem" to be able to handle it.. u know how ppl say we only praise God when things are going smoothly & blame God when it's not? i find it quite the opposite for my situation.

but i suppose at the end of the day, it's not abt how i feel. it's really abt coming to the centre of everything. Jesus :D

oh yeah, i got to watch harry porter on the day it opened! 23 of us went to midvalley
gsc! haha.. it's like an "IMU Outing".. To my surprise, the show was pretty good. i mean, not the usual predictable "chicken little" kinda thing (yes, i watched chicken little, IN A CINEMA, with my PARENTS & YOUNGER BROTHER!! sheesh.. thks to NEUMAN la!! practically dragged us there to watch) haha..


on friday.. i went to sch early for PBL right.. then i forgot that my library book's due!! ok so i go bck to my apt to get it.. but when i arrived at my apt. i can't remember what i went bck for!! can u imagine??? so i took a short nap hoping i'll remmeber in my dreams. then yeah chris reminded me, SNELL's. bingo. so in sleepy mode, i brought the book n went for lecture. after lecture shld return the book right?? but NO.. i walked bck all the way to my apartment and realize the BOOK is still in my hands! (no wonder my hand feels a bit numb) haha.. so i walk bck to uni.. up 3 flights of "escalator-converted-to-staircase" n returned the book. n guess what???? it started to RAIN! -_-" so i stayed in lib.. till it stopped. haha.. but it was a good day anyway. quite funny. got to eat sushi king after that *yum*

oh & today (saturday).. haha.. i was driving to ballet then i realized something blinking on my dashboard. couldn't figure out what the sign was so i called chris. n when he picked up the phone i felt like whacking myself cos it was actually the temperature sign -_-" anyway, it was blinking ma!! so i panicked la!! (shows how sua gu i am k) then i also dunno how to replace radiator water and open the bonnet and all that (now i do) so yeah.. gao dim that. then the car bonnet can't close pulak!! haha.. i think it's because of the accident, the alignment cacat. hehe..

n now.. i'm bck in melawati.. turning in for a good night's sleep :D *yawn* nites..

i've got myself a perm!

hehe.. day2 of permed hair. finally got it done.. but well.. it didn't turn out the way i wanted.. not exactly anyway. but it's ok. at least i don't look like i'm balding ;-) hehehe..

been in JB for the whole week! Home is definitely sweet!! :-) meeting up with buddies.. eating non-stop.. haha that's the kinda life i'm talking abt.. but.
hey gotta come bck to reality right? so yeah. tmr marks the end of the holiday..
*sobs*

didn't manage to study as much as i wanted to, but at least i did :D hehe..

but the internet back home is superb.. like whoa.. i can do so many things in
a short time compared to dial-up & in uni.. can get HPT!! ish....

anyway, after not blogging for quite some time.. yup.. a lot has been happening..
i mean really.. 2 mths! a lot of things can happen right??

the fact that i'm alive n standing today is already a miracle! haha.. it can be very stressful in med sch.. esp when u have to juggle other things as well.. God has been so gracious to me!

so many testimonies to share! i still remember.. it was right before respi exam.. everything just came crashing.. my car crashed, my family had some problems, n there just wasn't time to study.. n God miraculously brought me through.. it was definitely not MY effort.. cos i didn't get to finish studying and still passed.

the other thing is! i got an O2 mini :) hehe.. this is really amazing. i was at the AWA conference one night (Apostolic Women Arising) n felt God challenged me to give an offering of an amt i was hesitant to. i mean.. it was a lot of money! n i was kinda broke then. but i decided to obey n gave.. guess what! the very nxt day!!!
my parents came from kl.. n the moment i stepped into the car.. they asked if i wanted a pda??? (prior to this i asked for one but they said it's too expensive). i was puzzled at first.. n then i realize! God never shortchange us.. he gave me 50 folds of what i gave..

lastly music wk.. God just amazingly brings eveything through.. He taught me how to fully depend on Him.. i just let go. n He took over.. that's why.. i encourage all of u to come for this Monday's event.

Date: Nov7, 2005 (monday)
Time: 7pm
Venue: IMU's Auditorium

Don't miss the chance to catch Juwita Suwito & 1 a.m. in actioN! yeah..

signing off..
All glory to God..
Have a blessed weekend!!